You are smiling like angel to me with blue eyes

You are smiling like angel to me with blue eyes.

You are telling all the stories and laughing like we met after thousand years.

You take my hand and walk in the beach like we never did.

You played with the waves like a little kid.

Sky filled with beautiful white cloud and they said hi.

Some kids flying kits like I did in my childhood.

Some little girls dancing like she did in her school days.

Your face in my shoulder and you said I wish we can be like this forever.

I can see little tear drop fallen down slowly and you want it to hide.

But it fallen and it meant thousand words.

We had chocolate ice cream and you loved it.

You walk and ran like kid and I afraid you might fall down.

You were so fast I took you hand and told please stop darling.

You  stopped Like always you listen to me.

If I said something you listen to me like little kid.

It makes me happy and makes more worm feeling.

You always listen to me and if I am wrong then you talk.

It was so easy for me.

You are talking and talking like talking box in fairy tale.

You have count my finger thousand times you want to count again.

You like to pinch my arms  and see I am getting angry.

You know how easily I am getting angry.

You Always saying be cool.

I am telling it is easy to say but hard to do.

She saying this is your reply like always .

You whisper little song to my ears and it is your theme song.

You told me one day it is impossible mission

If I take back you to home when you are in the beach.

Yes it is very true.

There were thousands of people in the beach but

I remember only what you have done there.

how you have laughter and played there.

Soft little breeze kissed your fore head.

Your thick black hair played with it.

You are amazing.

I knew and I know you are the only person

Who can make my life, me and my family happy.

If I left this country I will be alone.

Hey …………………………………………………………………………..

I wish I could meet you like this.

I wish you could come with me like this.

I went home,my cool home

After long drought season

I can see, I can smell, I will taste the real beauty of cool.

I went home ,my cool home.

I miss them all.

So did them.

I had nice time there with beauty of the nature.

Cool whether gave me fresh come back from hell to heaven.

Cool water heal the fed up and disappointing mind and tried body.

Cool parent gave me tough advice and asked my self to correct .

Cool nangi(sister)  always cook like cucumber and

She was overwhelming happy about my journey.

Time will give solution to  all.

They say I have to think like grown man and take decision with big and big responsibilities.

May be I am not ready to have that much of responsibility.

“will see” i have told them with hoping eyes.

Birds are stilling flying like they did ten years ago.

But people are changed that what always happened.

Most of people are not there and they went for money and the future.

Few school friend and few people who love the village were there and

Some people are nice some of them are not.

Some people are happy and others do not.

But the cool wind which was blowing through the green paddy field

Is still cool and clam like it does in twenty years ago.

The big rock which is always there and say I might survive and still I am safe hear.

The mountain range still covering with safe hand but

May be in the future it will lose all the tress.

People need money they have decided to say good bye to big trees and well come to tea cultivation.

I can see the tears of the big tress and I can no do anything to save them.

They were there from my childhood and help all the village people to survived and grown without shortage of anything.

But people don’t not have chance to show there gratitude to tress with obstacle of modern life.

So they had to say good bye to trees and go for the money making tea plantation.

The Mountain range which save the village from thousand of years lost its child’s.

It lost birds.

It lost animals.

It lost beauty.

It lost cool.

It lost soil.

May be it lost everything.

But it helps to get money to people.

It still have hope one day it child’s will come back again.

I wish I could bring them back.

No Rain No Pain

The evening look like over.

It is trying to say this is the end of hot sunny Sunday.

No rain No Pain.

No birds are flying.

Only the sound of the table fan can hear.

It is hot as the other days.

No special thing happening.

No special reason to write.

No special meaning to life.

But look today like boring day.

No pressure in my mind.

Look like I am free bird now.

May be it is for a few days.

But at least for a few days I am free like bird.

I had few chances to be free man.

They say if you want to achieve high do not hesitate to take the responsibility.

But when you have it then you can realize how hard it is.

But at least for few days I do not have worry and think too much.

So many thought and hope playing with me.

But I still think I miss the one of most impotent thing in my life.

I am still hoping you might think about it.

I have to write a note today.

I have to write a note today.

Its is our birth day.

Today I was on leave cause I had something important things to figure it out.

May be in our birth day we are feeling that we got older.

May be it is time to plane something special.

Today I took one of most important decision in my career.

It might be the turning point in my career.

May be it is too early to mention.

in life, our targets are simple to think but hard to achieved.

Some targets, I have planed worked and some targets never worked .

but i am in little position be happy .

On the other hand My romantic life was mess.

I failed everything.

I wish it were nice and were like clear blue sky.

I had faced one of the worsted time in the world and

I still wish  don’t happen to anybody what had happened to me.

Don’t have faith about the future but have little hope.

If I don’t have that hope I think no need live in this world.

May be I am drinking too much than ever.

May be I am doing just because I don’t love me.

May be I feel I not living like happy person.

I don’t want new romantic life again.

To be honest I hate my past.

Thanks god I had nicest friends in the world.

What I am doing or if I am in a position or somewhere just because of them.

They help me lot.

Career wise I can build dream castle.

I might I archived it or not.

But I need life which I was dream on.

It should be as peaceful cool life.

No more color I need.

I hate war and life should heaven to me.

We all need that kind a life.

If not it is needless to live.

May I am talking nonsense.

May be I am not.

I met world the best friends in ma office.

They are the best forever.

Not even school friends are cooler and genuine like them.

if we have friend like them Life will be nice journey.

Living with the dreamssssss……

Let’s DO IT.

To me birthday is not happy day.

But it is our birth day.

I wish we could celebrate it togher in nice restaurant.

So many candles around us.

Only you and me.

Nice violin play in the corner.

Ballet dancers are dancing on the stage.

With the little light it made world like cool place.

I wish I could.

I celebrate it only with little joy.

But life is all about be alone and find way to be nice.

I will try to be nice.

Anyhow I am old man now.

With the age I have to be matured with my word and work and life.

I will try my best to be nice.

Life will support with my friend and all.

Life will give me great chance to be great.

If you with me it will be so great.

But let time to solve the entire problem with age.

Real life always has the good and bad.

May be we had good time but we always remember bad times.

That the natures of the humans.

It is cool to be cool when we are cool.

Let’s DO IT.

Need to sit in the beach and have cool whisky class and cigarette

I am alone.

No body to tell about my world.

I felt I need to tell about my all the happiness and sorrow.

How much presser I have to face.

Look like I am the only person in little island in big ocean.

I haven’t had time to write.

I haven’t had time for my self.

I haven’t had time to sleep.

I have had time to plane.

I was sucked.

I am little worried.

I did mistakes.

I did found wrong path.

There are friend but they don’t even have time for them self.

Need to sit in the beach and have cool whisky class and cigarette.

Want tell more and watch how the waves play with shore.

Life has flowing but neither fast nor slow.

Some people seem to be enjoying but there are not.

All have the rough time.

I wish u were with me tell all.

Y? y? y?……………….

After long time, ending the drought season

After long time, ending the drought season

Cat and dog rain came.

We are lucky to have too much of cool whether hear after very long time.

Look like nature has some kind of sense before nice thing happen.

Suddenly I saw you are online.

I never thought we will talk again.

Life was kind of story we cannot predicted anything.

It is unpredictable.

Life was wonderful sometimes.

Some time it is the worst story ever.

Again wonderful part of life coming to play.

It makes me feel I am living again.

Yes I am living.

I am so happy you are now free like world best bird and Happy like world happiest person.

Smile like you are always does.

After long time I am so much of fortunate to enjoy with cool wind.

After long time I am so much of fortunate to enjoy with cool wind.

I always hate to sleep with hot whether.

Finally rain is kind enough to cool my mind.

These few weeks I have wrote much.

I did not want to write.

My life is flowing  like Simple River.

There were some ups and downs.

But it didn’t bother me.

I do not want to fly.

I do want to dance.

I do not want to sing.

I just want be cool.

Too much of thought and buys life is enough.

Peace is gold.

War is gold if it has to be a war.

Peaces give you time and life.

Life is always expecting peace.

Few do not want it.

Peaceful mind is worth than anything else.

I wish we had it long time ago.

Hate is part of life.

It always live with us.

But if we are brave enough to fight with it then we have done so much enough things for this life.

Target is always with living with life.

But it doesn’t have to be hectic for life.

It should be part of it like eating or sleeping.

Cool forest is heaven to us.

Hot concrete always kill peaceful life.

Birds singing ,cool wind, cool lake, green trees,

All of them are the symbol for peaceful world.

Come on.

Be cool always.

I got the message from you after long time.

I got message from you after long time.

It is happy to hear you are living happily.

I was desperate to know how you are doing.

Life will be so nice to you.

Keep the faith always with this world.

I may not know we might meet.

But our heart will be close even though we are too far away.

I won. They lost.

It is enough writing about love.

I told to stop it.

They say when the problem comes love is going out form back door.

It is true.

After long times I saw problems is coming in my way.

Hey you come and I am ready to face it.

You can not defeat me.

I have prepared for it.

I always knew the truth.

People who do the best always get in to trouble.

You do have to think about others.

If you do so your success limits with the boundaries.

You nice thoughts are always put you down career.

If so can I do badly?

I will never do that.

I can not become inhuman.

I always go with correct path.

They can say thousand excuses to me but I don’t care it.

I have big disappointment with me.

I worked like no one does in this word.

But what I got is experience only.

They say you always do the best.

I did.

Best always with me.

I met world best team mates and friends.

Thinking about that I am so glad to have friends like them.

I will never find people like them forever.

Hey man don’t worry good people always do have problems.

Cool man cool.

If you’re clear and you know who you then you won the game.

They lost the game.

Cool people like brides.

They can fly when they want.

They can sing when they like.

They can do dance when the beats up.

They can be happy always.

I won. They lost.